Some girl added me a few moments ago (I really hope it's not anyone on here or else I'll feel really stupid). People adding me randomly, without any hint of their name in their address, sends me off into an anxiety attack. I always think it's Rachel come back to torment me because 99% of the time it is (there has only ever been two random e-mail adds that weren't related to her in anyway).

I asked her who she was. Her DN had no hint to her identity and neither did the DP.. Well actually the DP was a picture of an emoticon that Rachel used an aweful lot (maybe I'm just paranoid). She didn't tell me at first, she only said "oh hi" which was Rachel's usual greeting (I'm probably just paranoid) so I asked her again. She said she was some girl named Selena? I told her I knew no one by Selena and asked her where she got my address from. I thought she might have been from here (that's why I'm gonna say sorry now if it was) since my e-mail is on display (I should probably take that off). She only said she thought this was her friend's address.. and I just thought to myself, how often does that really happen for that to be a valid excuse?

Then she asked me who I was and I didn't answer. Instead I was freaking out to my friend who knew Rachel. I was telling him what was going on and he too had come to the conclusion that it was probably her (so I'm not crazy?). She asked me again and instead of answering, instead of continuing the conversation and letting it lead to introductions and "friendship", I told her because we didn't know each other I was just gonna delete her and I did without waiting for her response.

Now I have no idea if that was her or not, but Rachel has a history of finding ways of getting back in touch with me and it's usually never direct. Most of the time she'll have a friend of her's add me and she'll get on that account and talk to me. Once before she came up to me saying she had amnesia and because she pulled it off convincingly (or because I was just stupid) I believed her and "helped" her.. some how..

I don't understand why she does this. She says she hates me! She stole my boyfriend and got him to cheat on me for 2 months with her! She said I was a horrible person and I deserve everything I get; that she wants to teach me a lesson; she only does things to mess with my head.. But why, why if she hates me so much, can't she leave me alone!!!? It's been three years! I'm tired of being stalked and obsessed over.. Really.. Enough is enough!

I wish there was a way the average joe could block IP addresses.. and that I knew what her's was so I could block it.