For 3 months,while I was away from my husband, he went to my familly, his familly, "our friends", people we both know and he told them how much he was miserable, how much I was hurting him, how much his heart was in pieces because of me, that I have took away his reason to live, so many things he said.

To their eyes I am now the abuser. The heartless one, the selfish one. I am not making this up or imagining this, they almost hate me for hurting him this way. They tell me: " How could you do this to him?!!".

This is hurting me so much. I just feel like hiding even more.



I know I am complaining a lot here lately and I'm sorry.

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