YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH a pause button and a fast forward and a rewind and a mute and boy do I need that mute... I am kind of hypomanic right now and they will be upping my topamax.
Sounds like your mom is on you because she is afraid that you'll be like her, or she sees something in you (may not be there) that she sees in herself and doesn't like. Somefolks never want to get it. My mom just gets nastier and nastier about it the sicker she gets. Don't know. Go figure.
You know, when i was at school, I sometimes got so exhausted just living that I would call in sick and sleep 48 hours straight. I think i needed to do that just to stay human. There is too much too fast and sometimes I'm the fastest of all. sigh. HUGGGS dear. Not much good advice , I'm afraid, but yep, I understand.