I'm under so much stress because i've been off work for 4 months. I was officially diagnosed with bipolar 5 weeks ago, and feel like i've failed as a human. I can barely afford my rent, which is puttin pressure on me cos i hate owing my friends mum money! (i live with my friend and her parents) Basically i'm so exhausted because i haven't slept properly for 3 weeks and i've been doing everythin to please everyone else but myself!