*rips off paperbag and tears it into pieces* WTF am i doing trying to lie?! WTF am i doing trying to be/act normal?! I am s***!!Worthless, pointless s***!! Everyone knows that, sees that, HATES THAT!! WTF do i keep on going & going on this same friking cycle and spreading out more and more GARBAGE!! (BTW, why cant we swear here?). I HATE ME I HATE ME I HATE ME I HATE ME! I AM A DISGUSTING POINTLESS WASTEFUL WRETCHED FAILURE!!! I am sickening. I am bad. I am wrong. I am too afraid, angry, and ashamed to approach or try at all. I am s***. I should just stop - seriously stop all of this mess and rambling and crying and wasting everyone elses time and money and energy and resources and stop being such a dumb greedy b**** that is going nowhere NOWHERE NOF***INGWHERE and quit. ...