I realize I'm dissociating a lot more than I would consider normal for me. I didn't do it enough to have a disorder or anything but I think now maybe I do. It happens a lot, like if I'm in a conversation I'm very uncomfortable in I dissociate, or any stressful or nerve racking situation.
The other day I was in a car that got pulled over and I had a bottle of liquor in the car that was open. The cops started harassing me about it and I just blacked out, I only remember bits and pieces of it. My friend had to tell me what happened and had to tell me what the cops said. The only thing I remember about it really was they thought I was on dope and shinned a flash light in my eyeballs and the other cop said I didn't understand English.