Thank you ((all)) for welcoming me to the forum, I'm glad I found this site! I am learning new ways of looking at therapy and everything that I go thru with your help. I will try to not be so hard on myself, and to not stress therapy. After all, there's no time limit ... that I have to be cured in so and so many weeks. Who knows how long it will take? To me it has always been about control, and that I haven't allowed myself to be "weak" or make mistakes... (Who did I think I am?) Have to come to terms with the fact that I am a human being, just like everyone else. But it's so hard to accept my weak spots. I want to get rid of the bad stuff once and for all. I know it doesn't work that way. It's a life long process, and I have to do the work (with some help). Again... thanks for being here.
/Hazeleyes