bursting into tears in a corporate environment is NOT cool. Just had my eyes opened by a colleague - the same happened to another guy @ work - too much pressure was put on him, he was picked on until there really was no way for him to cope, but to resign. I can see they want to force my hand.
And my support structure is very limited. My T is away for 3 weeks, my bf has major issues with partners in his company, so he's not there for me.
This only makes the lonliness more of a reality. And I just cannot cope with the work like I'm supposed to. I feel like a wounded dog pushed into a corner. But the snapping hasn't intimidated anyone, and I don't have the strength to bite.
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller"
Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified
Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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