I WAS FILLINg up an APPLICATION for a job THIS AFTERNoon, THEN suddenLY MY bEST FRIENd just texted me. sinCE HER Birthday i didnT WANt to talk to her anYMORE (THAT WAS 3 WEEKS AGO). SHE TEXTED ME 2 TIMES ANd at those past few weeks, bUT I GUESS I WASN't ready to talk to her, bESIDES I WAS AT WOrk when SHE TRIED TO TALK TO ME SO I COULDNt talk to her. I GUESS i was so hurt aT HER Birthday, that i diDNt get enOUGH SLEEP AT THAT MORNinG AFTER HER Bday...

OKAY THIS IS WHAT HAPPENed at her bIRTHDAY. we were drinKINg alcohol. SHE WAS SO DRUNk anD SHE JUST SAID THAT "FCKER." ONe of HER frienD asked, "WHO?" ANd she said, "those people in THE COUCH," WHICH WERE my bOYFRIENd anD I, WHO WERE SITTINg in THE COUCH.

I DIDNt say anTHINg or made her nOTICE THAT I WAS ANgry bECAUSE IT WAS HER "bITRHDAY" ANd i didnT WANt to ruin IT. But at that MORNiNg WHEN i woke up i told abOUT IT ANd she said she didnT SAY ANythinG. I EXCUSED MYSELF Not to talk to her bECAUSE I DIDNt wanT TO ruin OUR FRIENdship.bUT THIS AFTERNoon, i talked to her WHEN she texted me bECAUSE I MISS HER, bUT i thought to myself that i dIDNt wanT TO Be frienD WITH HER. Before, she was so imporTANt to me. i even Bought her A GIFT THAT WAS Not of my bUDGET, CAUSE SHE WANted IT (thats how she is so special to me). honESTLY, I DIDNt even Buy anYTHINg for myself like i did to her. in THE TEXT SHE TOLD ME THAT she didnT REMEMBer sayinG THAT. if she did, she didnT MEAN it. she even SAID THAT IF SHE SAID THAT, SHE SHOULDNt accompanY me anD MY BF AT THE GATE. (SO THAT WAS A LIE, Because she said she couldnT REMEMBer that she said that, bUT SHE REMEMBerED accompanTINg us in THE GATE?) so i coulnDT Believe when SHE SAID THAT SHE LVES ME ANd miss me ANd she would like me to come oVER IN her place anD WE CAN watch movie.

i donT KNow, bUT I TOLD TO MY Bf THAT I DONt wanT TO HANg out with her anYMORE. IS THIS CHILDISH OR IMMATURE? HE SAYS THAT SHE IS Nice ANd i should still hanG OUT WITH HER. I TOLD TO HIM IF SHE IS TRUE FRIENd, she nEVER cursed her bESTFRIENd anD SHE Never will try to hurt her. i was drunK TOO, But i didnT SAY Bad thinGs to her. in FACT, I WENt there to bE WITH HER. I JUST GOT UP FROM WORK ANd the first thinG TO THINk was her. I WAS SO HUNgry anD TIRED anD I WENt to the the store to bUY HER GIFT, ANd drive to her house. THIS IS Non SENse But i donT WANt to trust her anYMORE. i felt that there is a wall already in OUR RELATIONship. ANd i feel awkward stayinG WITH HER.

WELL I DonT REALLY KNow if i should Be still frienDS WITH HER. ANy suggestionS???