I havent slept for 4 days now, i had such bad sleep from nov to July, then in July it miraculously fixed itself.
Theres times where i have loads of energy and wont feel like going to bed til 5am, then get up at 8am and am fine all day.
There's time i go to bed at 5pm and sleep right through til the next morning at 10am.
Then theres time my sleep is normal, 10pm til 8am.
Right now, i am soooo tired, but i cant physically sleep, i am tired all during work, but again cant sleep.
I'm wondering maybe, will the quetiapine help this? I am so reluctant to go on sleeping pills, i just dont want to.
I am seeing my assessor on Wednesday so i think i may print my posts out and take it to him, thats a good idea.
At least my mind has stopped racing so incredibly, i usally type everything i write so fast, but this has taken ages.
My brain isnt overflowing, its too exhausted.

thanks for all your helpful comments by the way, i do try and read and stuff in my spare time, and doing my college homework isnt so bad cause its something i am passionate about.

I got a call today asking me to go for an interview for a job thats only 1 day a week, i mentioned it to my parents and they just werent having it, they said if i want to stay at college then i need to work more than one day a week..
To be fair it is so i can pay for my own things, but i would give up the money to only work one day.
Everyone things, "oh she has bought it on herself, she had a perfectly good job and she gave it up to go to college."
But i realised today i would be able to cope with this life if i could keep my mood in one place...