well - if you were diagnosed - don`t you have a therapist whom you can tell that?
If you DO dissociate...ugh...i don`t know if that would frighten you more...but IF you dissociate - it - well it can be either a false memories....or...real

People who dissociate do not remember things that happen to them.
I am not SAYING that it was real..i just think that...well...its worth investigating into that..to see.
I too thought i was never raped, assaulted, abused, hypnotized and kidnapped......well....