I do have a therapist, but she doesn't really give a lot of straight answers as far as this. And I have a hard time going into specifics. She knows the parts talk about violence and some details, but she doesn't even know it is all sexual violence.

And don't worry, I only take what I see online and on these forums and just a possibility or a suggestion. I don't automatically assume it is true. So please don't worry that I will just believe what you said without investigating. That would be a pretty big thing that probably shouldn't just be accepted anyway.

Thank you both for your replies.