It's definitely a hard decision (((((((((anjelmarie))))))))))) I can understand why you are reluctant to move back to your home town. You say that some close family friends still live there and I'm wondering if you are close to these people at all? If so, then that would definitely be a good reason to be near them. I'm so sorry everything is so difficult ((((((((((((anjelmarie))))))))))))))). I just keep hoping so much that things will get easier for you