I don't feel i have one. I wonder why i'm here. I do believe in God, I don't know if i'm supposed to talk about that. The spiritual posts are only supposed to be for support. I just wonder what my purpose is and how are you supposed to know what your purpose is. I feel i've wasted my life and i've never really been happy and i don't want to go through the rest of my life feeling this way. Is it the Depression? I don't know anymore. I feel like i'm missing out? Everyone seems to be living and i'm just existing.