Hi there,QW--
Sorry to hear that you are feeling so frustrated today. It is hard to let people know what is going on. I think that you should tell your parents and let them know what your situation is. It may seem scary at first, but it will get easier with time and patience.Talking about your situation will help you to express your feelings better, and will help your parents to understand what you are going through.I went through the same thing and it was very awkward and uncomfortable at first, but the more I opened up to my parents about seeing a counselor at college, the easier it became to open up to them. Lots of hugs and cheers.
Sincerely, Lauren
P.S. Feel free to post or email me at any time you need to do so.