my bf has problems with being on time and meeting deadlines in his everyday life. Its difficult for him to meet deadlines in school, work friends and so on. He has done a lot for me, bought me a fridge when my parents didn't, stayed with me when i was confused about who I loved, him or an ex...the ex was abusive and I was really confused at that time...his mom makes me turkey sandwiches and food when I'm hungry.

I have him at my house, he is 25 and tring hard to get his degree done and become independent from his family. he is only allowed to stay the night once a week but he is allowed to hang out at my house until late on other days.

sometimes I feel like he dictates the time we spend together and he often tells me...he will be at my house at a certain time and does not ask.

he promised me the day before that he would come early and elave late saturday, we had previously spent the night together when we ahd dinner with his friend.

his internet went out so he couldn't work on his essay...he called the shaw guys in but they coudln't come in until 9 pm...he wasn't at my house until 10:30...then he said he coudln't hang out as late as he said...I exploded because I was excited to see him...and I ahte when people are not on time or do not stay until they had said...it amkes me feel like they are not following through.

Often I feel as though I have major trust issues...and little things will jsut agravate me...and I will not be loving if I don't get my own way...its really ahrd for me to hange...I don't want to be like this forever...for one it relaly hruts my bf when he feels that he fails...2 I hurt myself.

we've been dating almsot a year now.. and my bf always talks about marriage. ...I don't want to screw things up