Today depression wins
Today I sit in bed, after several hours of not allowing myself too. I wrap myself up in fuzzy things and I have a pity party. My head and throat hurt, so maybe I'm getting sick.
The sun is out and it's one of the few days I could go out. I was going to go horseback riding if they let me.
But today depression wins.
Today I'm a wreck.
But tomorrow I WILL crawl out of my hole.
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Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world.
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.
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