Update: Soo.. I ended up unblocking Rachel and Jesse. I just wanted to see if something had happened cause she had tried to contact me two days ago. I can't get into their facebooks or see their walls but his profile picture and dn dedicated to her (sigh) haven't changed at all.

Right now, inside, I really want Rachel to try and talk to me again. I just feel so extrmely alone that even she would be acceptable.