I dont have many books. Most of the books I have I've read countless times or I've grown out of.

All I've been doing just now is completely shattering all promises I made a few days ago. I went looking for them, read stuff that I could get to.. acted like a crazy obsessed person. I didn't add.. but I really, really wanted to. I have no idea why. I know it's horrible and it would be stupid and I would probably let a lot of people down if I did, but for some reason it's just so tempting? I really feel horrible about it now though. They're over there having a great time with each other where I just sit there in depression all by myself. He doesn't feel sorry and she did this intentionally.. Bleh, I dunno why I do this to myself..