I didn't even have to read to the end of this post to say to myself "Bull *****"
We have an ENTIRE FORUM dedicated to people taking illegal drugs or taking Rx'd drugs improperly and getting extremely ill, dying, etc.
Sleeps, perhaps you should post this in Drug and Alcohol Abuse so you can get the PROPER "perspective" on what you're doing. You might not like it, since you'll probably be told that what you're doing should stop.