Yes, the time I was away from him and from the others, I have grown, I have saw, I have touched my freedom. I was finding myself. I was becoming one with my inner child. I took a glimpse of who I am. I did like what I saw.

Why do I stick around? I can't find the right words to say why. It is a feeling deep down in me and this feeling has no name. I don't even know where it comes from. It is just there. It has always been there. All my life. I don't know what the feeling is but it is strong. It was put there by someone. But who and why? It's like I'm not suppose to "be".

I don't want to be abuse. I don't want to be hurt. I don't want to be sad. I don't want to pretend. I don't want to feel like trash. I don't want to fight this voice inside of me anymore.

Please do not reply.

Thank you so much, so so much!

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