
Nov 13, 2010, 10:24 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2009
Location: getting use to my own skin again
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....A BIG HUG TO ALL!.... We just got through with our psyche exam. I was really scared at first being with someone I did not know but he was kind to me. We did all the usually questions but the one that still sticks out was he asked us if we heard voices. Those within started to laugh and we interned asked him how can you be a multiply without hearing each other. His biggest surprise was when we told him we may have times we do not hear everyone but we have known about each other or that others exist even from childhood. We just at times try to hide it cause not many can accept us as we are.
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He looked at me for a minute then asked what we did during the day. I/we told him that since we now have an apartment we stay inside most of the time because we can not control our panic attacks when certain people are near us. So we read, cross-stitch, play game station , online a lot because of here and researching things that we like to relearn.
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We do not know if we did or said the right things but when it was time to go we did feel safe and not afraid of lost time. We just hope that when we go to our physical next week that it goes just as well. Without any major panic attacks.
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We just wanted to tell others that we are thinking of all of you and have been reading we just been so mixed up inside we were afraid of saying the wrong thing.
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson
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