I do have a habit of putting myself up for giant promises.. Luckily however I didn't add them or anything.. it was just sparked by Rachel readding me pretending to be a different person. It triggered a lot of emotion I had pushed back.. She threw a rock and shattered one of my glass walls I guess you could say. It's been especially hard since my friend has been much too busy lately to distract me..

I'll try thinking more goal oriented than promises. I'll have to reblock them on fb.. but they wont let me do that for a whole two days. I guess I'll just try.. 48 hours.. I dunno how well I can do on that.. this day has been based on a lot of idle planning to get back in touch.