I often wonder why it is that everyone leaves. Am I so awful that no one can stand being near me or what. My two bubs died. Dad died. After so many years of looking after Dad and Mum apparently I am not any good at it so now she is in a facility closer to my sister who is 6 hours away. Mum is another 40 minutes further away.My family said move here closer so I did and now they also have moved away, so I am interstate and alone. No mum No babies No friends.
I am a good nurse. I am a good friend, reliable but yet not *in your face* I wait to be invited. I am a good Person. Who was brought up to be considerate and tolerant. So why am I always alone and lonely? Why does everyone leave?
Why can't I go too?