I thought I was over the feelings that I had for my T.
As a matter of fact, I was congratulating myself on growing through it.

Now they seem to be back stronger than ever.
The worst part is that I don't even feel like I have a crush on him in the usual sense.
I kind of feel irritated with him.
But I'm obsessed with having sex with him.

I feel driven to conquer him somehow. What the hell is wrong with me? I like my T and don't want to hurt him.

I know this sounds sick. It feels sick to me too, but I'm at a loss as how to resolve it. I can't talk to him about this, it's too dangerous.

It's even kind of dangerous to disclose it here.

Drowning.

Twinks