melba, I can see why you didn't think my T's comment was therapeutic, but in the context of my session what she said was adequate. I don't remember exactly what she said; it was more than "that's sweet".

Thanks for all the hugs and responses. What I did just now was email my T again because I came up with some important feelings. I know she most likely won't read it until she gets back home but she said it was okay to email anyway. So, that's what I did.

The feelings just come. The child part feels left out because T is with her husband. She wants to come between them. The feelings are SO strong, but I am just being curious and compassionate and letting her tell me and T her feelings. I know she's just one part of me. So, WePow, I am feeling the sad feelings.

I keep thinking about what time it is where T is and wondering what she's doing. I realize it's not about missing the week. It's something major about feeling left out. I so much want T to be with me and not her H. During the session, I told her I didn't know anything about him. I don't want to think about him at all. The child part doesn't. I mean. The adult part told T that she shouldn't write me even if she has internet access because it is her vacation and time to be with her H.

I feel better now that I emailed and sent it even though she won't read it. I have to share my feelings when they come up. I'm sleeping with my bear though that seems childish. The child parts can feel comforted and feel closer to T. I wonder where she put her bear, but I doubt she's sleeping with it!!