I lost my husband 6 years ago to cancer and I am just really missing him today. I thought I would have been done grieving a long time ago, but no...these days still sneak up on me.

The grief isn't as raw and painful as it once was, but still...

I really miss him. I want him back. I want a husband again. I want to be a wife. I hate waking up alone, every morning just as much as I hate going to bed alone every night. I want to love and to be loved by that "one special person". That one person you know has your back. The person you call when you need to talk. The person you turn to for comfort. I want that back.

I miss you Gary.