Scaryangel,
You wrote,[...anyone... in this situation, what should I expect?...].
I could offer you support from my perspective via the PM system here if you would like. I have a very extensive referrence -base of helpfull resources for those in your described situation. These referrences come from doctors and experts in pharmacology. If there is the potential for a withdrawal syndrome to appear in your particular case, I also could refer you to experts in that area. I also have a list of doctors that specialise in the attending of the discontinuation of BZd if that could be of interest to you.