yeah
Form my side i can say that i have a lot of stress and that it just doesn`t let me feel energies to have any true enjoyments etc and it becomes depressing.

But life is still worth living.

I think that if we try to let go of the searching a little but - we find happiness exactly where we find "UNHAPPINESS".

freedom, hope, love, safety, acceptance, peace
I year for those too - i don`t know if others give me those things before i can give those things to myself....

you absolutely deserve!