Hullo! Very much do not bring this up .Do not want to think of it much.Really missing my daughter.Love to play music for her and light candles.Sit in the quiet candle lit room to speak with her now and again.She responded well to classical,that is what plays for her.No dwelling,merely honoring her.That is all.Wanted to send out thoughts for her.Ciao! LahLah/Stacia