((((Granite))))

I'm sorry you feel you need to keep this secret from your T. When I met my last T I had told her that I had been cutting (it had only been a few months since I had last cut). She asked me if I wanted to stop. It didn't seem like she was going to ask me to stop cutting if I wanted to keep doing it. I can't say that your T would respond the same way. But you might want to think about giving her the benefit of the doubt. I know it can be really hard. Just think about it. You are worth it. You are worth getting her help.