((((((((Jazper))))))))

How lost you must feel, There is nothing so painful in this regard as losing babies. I've been through it losing twin boys, so I understand how that feels. Abandonment is something we feel when we are torn away from someone or something we feel is defining in our life and part of something we thought we would do until someone passes over (including ourself).

Did your sister take your mother with her interstate when she left? That would be unusual and I'd be checking your mothers will now before your mother passes over so that you don't get a nasty shock. I know that sounds awful but it has happened to so many people who have looked after someone for so long and the siblings do nothing until they think their inheritance is in jepoardy.

There is support here for you Jazper, please take care and continue to post,

Rhiannon