Hello ((((jaikhan))))
You've been on about this guy for a long time and I honestly think that you are trying to give him one more chance and another one more chance and another one more chance, in the hope that he will whisk you off your feet and tell you he wants you.
Honey you know he doesn't and he isn't a nice person at all really is he? You are too forgiving. I agree so much with Bridgie and Belle. I would stop thinking about him altogether and move on. There is a guy out there for you, but let him decide if he wants you, and watch it blossom from there,
Sending you

love & hugs
Rhiannon