Oh my Peanuttier One..I definitely dont have self assurance or courage, trust me. though it was hard to actually post it cause I dont like asking for anything or come across as attention seeking.
Sometimes you hit low enough if you dont reach out to someone theres nothing to hold onto. Im at that point....and the only people I had to reach out to were you guys, who I consider my extended family of sorts.
I needed it.....and I couldnt know I'd have them if noone knew I was hurting and in need...so I guess I jsut had to say so

I know you care...and always will...guess I needed the little extra "oomph"
much love,
Jenn