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Originally Posted by Rhiannonsmoon
Dear ((((jaikhan))))
You know that he has done this before. Can you tell us why you continue to do this even after all the support and help and friendship you have had to support you not to do it?
I suppose I am asking for explanation because there are so many threads with this same theme. You contact, you tell him how you feel he ridicules you and youback away then you contact him again when the dust has settled.
It seems that you are a glutton for punishement keep going back when you know he is so nasty and will continue to be; telling him it was you trying to contact him before is a mistake. I don't see anything good coming from it. The only thing good is that you don't ever contact him again.
It really is frustrating watching all of this every few days. Please for everyones sake don't contact him again
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rhainnon...i was unable to move on without doing this. i should have had the courage to contact with my real id in the very beginning...and i should have told him that i admire him,instead i told him that i loved him. that was a mistake. if i'd told him a bit differently may be he would have considered being friends with me is ok. but i messed up big time! he said to me repeatedly that i should have the guts to tell him my name if i like him. i didnt tell him straight away...but i gave him so many hints and he got me. he knew that it was me all along.
now,by telling him it was me i wanted to restore my personal dignity....i thought why should i hide myself. even if im not good enough for him why should i hide myself. why not tell him straight away that hey it was me and im sorry. lets see what happens. atleast my consciounce is clear now. by the way,i havnt told him all about the fake ids,and he hasnt asked either. i have just told him that it was me who contacted him several months ago.
