So true bridgie! the what ifs and could have beens.. everyone worst enemy

Jiakhan - if he shows or tells people then you know exactly what sort of person he is - remembering you already know that he is horrid and that you deserve better

It's time to walk away, to forget him and move past everything that has happened. I never tell people what to do, espcially seeing I have the most trouble getting over things, but I do believe that he has shown you that there is no possibility of anything between you, he has never encouraged you to pursue him in friendship or more. One day you will look back and laugh at this.

The one thing that I don't want to happen is that you are so focused on this guy that you miss the chance of finding someone that you can be with, relate to and who will love you!