I don't think you're being neurotic I think maybe a little worried about taking the next step but not neurotic. I agree with the others and you should go for it...happiness doesn't come around every bus stop...
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Peace, the deep imperturbable peace is right there within you, quieten the mind and slow the heart and breathe...breathe in the perfume of the peace rose and allow it to spread throughout your mind body and senses...it can only benefit you and those you care about...I care about you
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