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Nov 15, 2010, 06:14 AM
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Member Since: Aug 2010
Posts: 40
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As I sit here, wondering what to write on this , should I even bother you all ?? I havent been on this in a while , things have been all over the place ,  When I joined this group a few months ago ,it was to get advise on an issue I was having in my new marriage , internet porn.My husband and I have been working through this issue ,he has said he wouldnt look at it any longer,we have talked , cried , laughed but I feel now , like I am more like a mother or something to him , like I scolded him for being naughty or something,not sure if this makes sense to you or not?? I believe him , when he says he doesnt view online porn now, but at the back of my mind I think, what if he does but now he is just being extra careful to delete the history?? On a more personal level ,I have been going through depression and severe anxiety the last while ,I have tried my best to hide it , to keep it to myself , but I feel its going out of control My marriage is suffering, I try to keep things as normal as possible, but each day is a battle , we never have intimate times anymore , I know my husband is wondering whats wrong.but I feel so tired , tense , sad , ugly , all the time now that I just want to sleep all the time , I would really appreciate any advise xxxxxxx thank you
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