Thanks, Improving.

Update: I woke up at 6 a.m. today and couldn't go back to sleep. I thought about my little part, maybe 3 years old, wanting to sleep next to T. Then I visualized her next to me instead, while I was holding my bear. I cried, but it felt the same if not better than being with T. If people IRL knew I was doing this, they would think I'm crazy!!