making friends is extremely hard for me.. especially since i'm doing some version of homeschooling. I don't go to my school regularily, i have a problem with skipping and just being there makes me feel ill and anxious. i take home work every week to do and then bring it back. I'm trying to get into an alternative school like i was in last year, but at the moment, new friends are quite impossible to get. i tried re-connecting with an old friend, but for some reason he just stopped contacting me outta no where. i tried talking to him but i would get that feeling that he obviously didn't want me around anymore? i've gotten this with a lot of my friends in my neighbourhood.. and really i only have one left but he's online and i dunno if it's just me or not but it seems like we're growing apart too.