I don't think I need to mourn it..I guess to understand it would be a better term...she claims she misses me a lot and wish I could move back soon...but I have my apprehension about that...if I go back would she still act like she did or would she really want to see me more....right now I know she is still acting towards my daughter the same way she always did and I dont want to watch that and nor do I want to find out that she only said the endearing things she has because she felt she had to only to have me come home and act no different...I guess I feel torn...some say I should cut ties with her but she is my mom..I can't imagine not being in her life even if its seconds I guess...I don't know how to look at it