It is unbelievable the power of true emotion. I also have never seeked this kind of support before, and I want to thank all of you who respond. You guys help alot. Im very thankful that I found this website. 2 months is such a short time and you guys are all right. But I'm still so hesitant to deleat him. I'm going to try and do it today.(note to self)" I can do this. Iam a strong person,of sound mind, with a clear vision and a big heart." This is what I try to remind myself every morning. It makes my day much better.