sunrise,
i think it went well at the time, but now the emotions are catching up. i do feel kind of abandoned, which is a big issue for me to begin with. right now i'm a little freaked out and i don't want to talk to my H or my T. feels kind of like i'm alone again. i know i freak out every time there is a change with or i have to deal with something big with T, so i'll try to ride it out and see what happens. could be an interesting/miserable week. since i have bpd, a lot of what i'm working on is relationship stuff. i guess she thinks it's time to start working on a real relationship that she can help me navigate. and yes, i trust my t to take me through this, i just don't like it very well. it really hurts.