I have a hard time coping with big triggers. They seem to consume me and I worry. I am like you that I strumble across them while looking for something else. I am still trying to learn to cope with the triggers. I have a friend who had the internet disconnected from her home because of triggers she found while looking for something else. I try to find something else to do because the triggering sets off an ocd cycle and I am having major issues with it right now.

You have a big heart and don't change that. You care about what happens to things. That means a lot these days when so many people turn a blind eye. Sometime I wonder who really has mental issues, those of us who worry and care about things to the point it consumes us or those who don't care about anything.