I am not all that intellegent having conversations with ppl and often times loose my train of thought and words. I have bipolar and know the illness and the anxiety, depression makes me feel stupid compared to my fiance,coworkers, family and others in general. I wish i was gifted with talents my fiance has so many of and I just want this stupid illness to leave me alone it covers up all of my potential and leaves me feeling useless. I am stable on meds they are doing all they can. I just wish I could be as smart as my fiance is he really seems to have it all under control so well and with such ease kinda feel angry alot.