ok so it has been a week with my new sponsor and my goodness i could sleep for a month. all the awareness that has been hitting me is just wearing me out completely. then crying while on the phone with once out of every 5 days i talk to her is just insane...i NEVER cry! I know it is all good stuff but I just wish it would stop for a day...not a week,not a month or even a year...but just one day...but it hasnt and it has left me completely drained and exhausted. ugh i hate this feeling.