This is my situation. I'm 20 years old and I've been with my boyfriend for over two years. He's the first (and only) person I've ever had sex with. The problem is, the sex is very bad. He's very enthusiastic and up for anything but when it comes down to it it's just awful. To be honest, he just has a very small penis. And like I said, I've never had sex with anyone else before but it just seems like he's not very good at it, although he's claimed to have had sex with four or five people before me. Then, to make things worse, he recently had a stroke that left him handicapped on his right side. It was about eight months ago now so he can walk a little and move his arm but not very well. So that makes the positions that we can do very very limited. I love him so much and this isn't a dealbreaker but I just don't know how to tell him how bad it is. I've probably had a REAL orgasm from sex with him two or three times the whole time we've been dating. How am I supposed to tell him that? And how can I make it better when he can't help the size of his penis or the fact that he can't really move very well or support his own weight right now? All I want is for sex to be good and I'm sick of faking it but right now it just seems hopeless. I'm not sure if this is too inappropriate for this website but I really need someone's opinion on this.