I mean I've dated other guys and so it's not like I've never seen a penis before. But either way it's definitely small...I mean he's even apologized to me about it before. And we do have oral sex and I have no problems with that it's good. It's just the sex itself it just so bad I feel like there's no hope for it to get better. How am I supposed to teach him if I don't even know what I'm doing. There's one position that feels kind of okay...but he can only do it for two seconds before he has to change because he gets tired and it hurts his leg. It's just really frustrating.