Hi Melissa ~ Oh don't worry ~ I will stop. You're just cleansing your body of garbage that you've been carrying around all these years. This 'stuff' that you're getting rid of can be painful ~ some of it is good. But it's just stuff that you didn't know about.

You would have known about this stuff long ago but like me, you drank and numbed yourself so you weren't aware. All this new awareness is getting overwhelming! Crying is GOOD - it's a good cleanser.

Don't worry tho. This all will stop and things will settle down. You're doing great from the sounds of it. Keep on keepin on !! Hugs, Lee