I told my T that I see her around town (as she sees me as well) on occasion and it makes me feel uncomfortable because there's someone out there who knows all about me. On the other side of the coin I do feel comfort because it makes me feel like she's in/apart of my life (even though she's not).
We then talked about how it's ok if I want to say hi to her but she won't go out of her way to say hi to people out of respect for their privacy.
The other night a funny thing happened and I saw her at the ballet. She didn't see me but I saw her. It was the weirdest experience for me. We were both sharing the same experience. I guess it makes her a little more 'human'?
Anyone else with these experiences and how do they effect you?
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